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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.


Being a bad Junior .
Friday, May 16, 2014 @ 1:30 AM


Assalammuailaikum and Hai

Junior. It is about me. I am one of the bad juniors, I think. Hihihi *Smile. Remembering my past actually can bring happiness to me. I think a bit. Kinda funny. Many things happen when I were form four. I wish I could turn time back so that I could be at that time again and fix whatever have happened. Make someone worries about me actually is my cup of tea. Muahahaha. Bunyi macam jahat je! Lol.


Two Things I would notforget 
First aku buat Mr H tidak keruan sebab dia ada buat salah dengan aku. Esoknya Spm, malam tu dia cari aku sambil merayu minta maaf. Even depan kawan dia kot. Itu betul betul minta maaf kot. Ikhlas dari hati. Then, I realise aku tak patut buat macam tu. I just make thing getting worse.
Second accident yang aku tak boleh lupa bila kena cuddle kuat kuat dengan senior aku sorang ni. Hampir lemas. Cehh. Mana taknya kena cuddle, salah aku tak tegur dia pasal marah benda apa entah. Then aku buat buat dah penat. Baru dia lepaskan. Nasib selsema time tu. But dia ingat aku nangis. Muahahaha .

If there is a senior, surely ada junior .Being a bad junior to  few of my seniors because I want they to know how I feel. For two weeks, aku mendiamkan diri.Buat don't know bila jumpa form five. Hihihihi. Semisilent. Diorang tanya aku jawab macam tu jelah .There is no sign of happiness when meeting them. Fuhh, memang penat nak senyapkan diri. Sometime aku buat bodoh bila diorang buat lawak. Kesian.